MK Ultra and Mind Control

There is not much that can be found about the MK Ultra program on our government controlled Internet (and why shouldn't it be controlled, it was designed by the military, for the military). But for those who believe that they are victims of this heinous program, keep searching, there ARE answers out there. If there can be a Deep Web, there can be articles that by-pass detection, just as well.

I am not going to use this entry as an information article. Which mostly just means I will not expound on topics, except for a project that I learnt about watching the war movie Jacob's Ladder. If you don't know these terms, it is up to you to learn them yourselves. This I will not hand-hold through. But if this blog interests you, it's because you are at the point where all of your resources are exhausted, or if you realize that most of the articles online are grossly erroneous. Unfortunately, my blogs are not easy to find. I do not do this intentionally, I am just a typical in-the-background Canadian - we are not ones to broadcast. But if you found this blog, congratulations! You have skill in getting information, and this is a high asset.

Here I am going to offer some insight and inspiration. If you feel helpless, trust yourself first and foremost. If you are a victim, it's because there is something very powerful within you, which I'm sure you already know. MK Ultra is not for the weak, it's not the same type of program as BZ testing, which worked to make the weak stronger, more resilient. It is a program made to make the strong, super-human. You're a REAL soldier. You're a survivor. Take comfort in that. 

These are some clues that you are involved in these mind-control (Ie. memory-loss) experiments - where you have, or are still being trained to be a razor-sharp proxy.

1) You have a strong ability to disassociate (It takes much effort recall the prior week, let alone remembering just about anything from your childhood).

2) You, or a biological family member, have a surname that is the same as an important landscape (Such as a city, government building, or project).

3) This one might have confused you, but is the most obvious once you realize it's not a delusion - You have a fear or uneasiness of WHITE VANS - you believe that you could be abducted by one. (This is NOT crazy, in fact there are numerous reports in the mainstream media of this happening in Sri Lanka).

4) You have had some sort of remote viewing. You know where underground military bases or government facilities are.

5) You have had dreams about being in fights, usually one against one, sometimes with others around, sometimes with people taking turns in fighting.

6) You have sought help from the medical profession and were literally dismissed and/or put on medication causing apathy and a false sense of "peace", "tolerance", "acceptance", "safety" and even "love".

7) You were raised without religion, but in adulthood began studying philosophy and religion, finally being indoctrinated into one, where the practice was taken to the extreme. The more a system told you that you are "bad", "defective", or "possessed", the better.

8) You are terrified of being "caught", even if you are the most respectful, law abiding citizen. You have a great fear of being locked up, interrogated, or tortured.

9) You suspect that agents are coming into your home at night, or when you aren't home. Their signature is to play little tricks on you just to throw you off (an example would be turning a decoration or object around, something that would not be possible to just "happen").

10) You suspect you are a sleeper cell. You have precision, you're good at shooting hoops, throwing something from a bit of a distance in the garbage, bowling, or something of that nature. I was made aware of this when I had an infestation in my house, and I could presciently Raid the bugs. Furthermore, you believe that if there is some sort of conflict, you'll be successful either fighting in the front-lines, devising plans, or being a sniper. 

11) You have some sort of mental disorder. Be assured, you are still some of the highest capacity members of society.

12) You have unhealthy sex-relations, either through promiscuity or inability/complete disinterest to form an intimate bond with a partner.

13)   You have scars that you vividly remember getting, but suspect they were screen memories. Some notable areas are above the eye, or inner thigh. Kate Middleton has the exact same scar above her eye that I do. 

14) Bumps, irritations, or broken skin around ear(s) where injections or DNA is being extracted from.

There are more clues, but these are the ones that at this time I feel the most certain about. I am sure that a victim of any sort of mind control projects don't experience all of these, so please don't be discouraged, thinking you've found another dud article. There is also the issue of inner trust aka intuition that needs to be cultivated, plus the discipline of objective observation, in order to really have the truth reveal itself. 

Keep the faith that while there is currently no release from these projects, maladjustments can be healed. There are also good CIA agents out there, who truly do want justice.

I will leave you with this agency link. There are many links to PDF files on it. Enjoy.

Until next time.

God's footstool

I have been dabbling in atheism. The truth is my life has improved exponentially the past week. I won't get into it, because I don't feel like disclosing the pain that has been released (or at least relocated), but I will say, I have been participating in the best online community I have even come across, and this includes when I was obsessed with MySpace more than ten years ago now.

And yet there was something missing. I found solace in chaos theory, because it helped me really let go, and even to be less obsessive compulsive, but even that stopped working once I found a damning hole in the theory: fractuals - a never-ending pattern...sounds pretty organized to me. Fortunately in my atheist forum, I was (re)introduced to Taosim, and it seems really great for me right now. Whatever I chose, my recovery must come first, but even in my atheism, I had zero problem with the meetings, fellowship, or literature. 

But last night I was thanking a fellow member for coming through for me the past month. She was so on top of it, right from the beginning. I have never met anyone like that before. I have also heard her share in closed meetings, and speak in an open one once, and even before I discovered how reliable she is, I knew she was so solid, and rocked a real program, because she knows that alcoholism is a real disease that kills people, and she has lost several friends to it.

In saying I was surprised at her reliability, that it is really difficult to come across people like that, and she said something along the lines of, "It's that Jesus within me", gesturing toward her heart-stomach area. I was blown away; I didn't even know that she was a Christian. I told her about my troubles with the faith, mostly the unbelievable story of the resurrection, and that I did find a church that I really liked, until the pastor said he spoke in tongues daily, which just spooked me right out, and I won't go back.

I asked her what her denomination is, and she said evangelist baptist, and I was on board. I always liked baptist theology, most notably, the preacher Oswald Chambers. 

I looked into "evangelist baptists" and I came across a great site. It is exactly what I need, because Catholicism hasn't really worked for me in well over a year. I needed to become a baptized Christian, and the Catholic church I visited (my last resort, really) was the only one interested enough to baptize me. Catholicism is strict, mostly because the Eucharist is the centre of its faith, and that takes incredible disciple and conviction to follow through with. And at the time, Catholicism was perfect for me - and stayed so for many, many years. It was the perfect transition and release from my kundalini yoga practice, which was so strict and where I took it to the fullest dogma that I had a psychotic break, which would not be remedied until a wonderful doctor prescribed me the RIGHT medication, this was coming up to 10 years ago.

Now I am looking into Taoism, while developing a personal relationship to the faith of Christianity though the baptist tradition, and most notably by following ONLY the Gospels.

I believe that the word "gospel" has been translated to mean "good news" as a conspiracy - that it really translates to mean "God's spell". This world is evil. There is a beautiful order, but it is violent. Every organism must be sacrificed to another for the predator's survival. I really believe that this world is God;s footstool, as is written.

I view this world like a playground - heaven knows we are all immature. When out on recess or lunch, there is one, maybe two teachers supervising, but ultimately the kids are on their own. I remember being teased, bullied, even held down and punched. This for me is the world. God is there, for sure, but we are still autonomous, and even the demons are his creation, and they demons, are roaming, and more powerful than us. They are the bullies, they are the ones who would rather see us off the school grounds. But no, with 'God's spell", we are more than assisted, and can without even effort, defeat Satan's spells.

Today, I reject ALL books of the Bible except the GOSPELS - the first four books of the New Testament. The Old Testament, the book of Acts, the epistles, Revelation - they can be ripped out of MY religion. My Lord and Saviour is JESUS CHRIST. Not Jesus of Nazareth, Jesus THE CHRIST.

No author, no contradiction, no teachings of hatred and intolerance, no assertions that are not in the Gospels, will never once again be given by me a second thought. Amen.