Not this time

The Stars were aligned,
but not for me.
The year was new,
but I was still old.
The moon was of God,
but I was not.
The talk was flowing,
but nothing was meant.

My body was ready
but my spirit was not.
My lover was there
but it was for naught.
Patience endured.
But I finally broke.
And now I can't breathe
And so he is gone.